what if someone told you
that you could [( take back )]
one single mistake in ur life
mine would be believing that
you . ever . cared . about . me

One of the  hardest  parts of life
is deciding when to [ walk away ]
and when to [ try harder ]   *  <3

teardrops fall from those pretty little eyes
kind of hard to move on when you only told lies
shes breakin down, everyones fading
its been so long and shes tired of waiting <33

You will never know true pain until you look into the eyes of someone you love and they look away

She s m i l e s with all she has left
yet her tears are left undried,
though she has so much to say
she bottles it up inside.
If you look past her broken eyes
to a shadow no one sees,
a disguise so you wont recognize
     [( That girl is really me )]

Someday someone’s gonna come along and put the pieces of my heart back together. I’m just worried about the one little piece that they’re not going to be able to find, the one that makes the puzzle complete, the one that you took the day you walked away.

I know we don't talk much and has even been times I've noticed we've walked right by each other without saying a word. There are those times, however, when we see each other, make eye contact, and I know no matter how hard we both try and hide it, that you miss me just as much as I miss you. 

Why can't you realize she loves you? You're all she thinks about...Dreams about... Wishes for... Cries for... She loves you. She needs you. Lord knows she wants you. Hold her hand. Kiss her lips. Let her know she's cared for. All she wanted was you... All she loved was you... All she needed was you... She thinks you're worth it, but she's wrong. You're not worth it... You're just another boy.

The harder she tried to forget him, the more she remembered him... The more she tried to hate him, the more she wanted him to look at her with those eyes of his and smile that smile of his that never failed to ||stop|| her breath.

 

I’d give my last breathe to have you here. I’d give my life to get you back. I’d sacrifice everything I have to have you here with you. I’d leave it all behind to just be with you again. I’d give it all up to just hold you. I’d risk the whole thing to just feel you one last time

When you love someone, you take the good with the bad. When you need someone, you trust them with all you’ve ever had. When you want someone, you give them everything. When you trust someone, you give them anything. But, what do you do when they leave?

And hoping I’ll be strong, I looked into your eyes & say goodbye and as I step away, the pains to much and I turn my face to see your open arms & I run to you

Maybe...if I don’t talk to you I can forget everything we said. Maybe if I close my eyes when I see you I can stop crying at night. Maybe if I try really hard I can stop loving you. Maybe if I can stop imagining your lips against mine I will be able to sleep at night. Maybe if I stop feeling your body against mine I can breathe. Maybe if I stop imagining your hand touching mine, I can smile again

Let me ruin your life...let me break your heart. Then I’ll ask you why we can’t be friends. Let me rip your heart into tiny little pieces. Let me destroy who you thought you were & then...I’ll as if we can be friends

Don’t count on someone to give you a change if they really wanted to be with you they would have gave up the world for you

It’s kinda sad that I have learned to deal with things like this. Being strong means being heartless

You’ve been the only thing that’s right in all I’ve done to think I might not see those eyes make it so hard not to cry...

When your throat starts to clench & tingle & your heart gets so warm the heat travels through your body, when your stomach starts to feel those unforgiving butterflies that spark the instant flow of tears. That is the worst pain you’ll ever feel. That’s your heart breaking.

So what if I burn this, then what? The feelings just go away? I’ll just be pretending I’m fine, like I’ve been doing my whole life

I love you...3 words that lost all meaning

I’m trying really hard not to cry over you, because every tear is a reminder of how I don’t know how to let you go

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments & glue them together again & tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken & I’d rather remember it as it was at it’s best than mend it & see the broken pieces as long as I lived

And when you start to miss me, remember it was you who let me go

Do you ever lay in bed hoping that tomorrow you’ll wake up in the emergency room & hear the words “she’s not going to make it?”....I do

I don’t want to like him anymore & I just can’t, I’m obviously not good enough & I’m not gonna sit around waiting until my chance, until I am good enough for him...so I’m just over him but there’s seriously something about him that makes me like him so much since I met him, there was something about him that makes me go crazy over him

You’re so typical...& I hate you. Another day, same bullshit, this is like a rerun of some sitcom & here we are, screaming at each other again, you out loud & me on the inside. Listening to the same songs over & over again, hearing the same harsh words replay in my head. Yesterday is already over, today sucks & tomorrow’s bound to e just as fucked up